notes from underground

Every so often a political/social cartoon will pop into my head and here is the latest one.  It coincides well with one of my latest attempts to find a job in which every single person in the office was black and I was the lone white guy.  And I thought to myself afterwords, there is no way I am going to get this job, absolutely no way. Even if white racism is abolished, black racism would also have to be abolished and I guess what it turns into is a power game with battle lines drawn at the race level.  By the way, I really hate political cartoons like this, with people as big as the marshmallow man walking around on the computer screens and my mind filled with racial garbage since the day I was admitted to school.  What a shame it had to be that way, I think to myself, it would be so much easier if that history was just erased and nobody ever taught anything about it.   But what does the underground have to do with such things like this, so irrelevant, useless, so besides the point, my mind hijacked by someone else’s garbage.  I am just a recorder of whatever passes through my head and sometimes it is difficult to not spite my head for belching out such impertinent things.  I do hate this entry though.